Thinking …
Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I went to college. Would I be getting good grades? What college would I have gone to? I don’t regret having kiley whatsoever I just wonder what I would be doing ..
so have to vent again..
Something thats bothering me is that someone had the nerve to come into my room and go through my purse. i know exactly who it is and i thought i could call him a friend but i guess hes just like the rest of the people in the world.. fake.
im done trying to be friends with people who wont talk to me. when i found out i was pregnant kiley was supposed to be the “shop baby”. everyone in there made me feel like they were going to be there for me. the only two that came to the hospital were britt and jordan. i honestly expected them to stick around but i guess that was just false hope. honestly it bothers me that after i graduated my “shop girls” completely disappeared from my life with the exception of britt, jordan and kelsey. i guess i should have expected that i mean im the teenager that has a baby and is engaged.. why would they wanna talk to me ? i hate that people dont talk to me anymore because i cant go out and have fun because im “tied down”. people have actually told me that they dont wanna hang out and sit in the house.. fine if you dont want to hang out with me in the house thats your problem.
ive also had people tell me im stupid for liking staying home.. yeah i want a job to help out my family, but i cant imagine leaving kiley. i have been with her everyday and night since she was born with the exception of when i had surgery. i love staying home with her, shes my life. granted it does get boring when she sleeps and theres nothing to do but this is the life i chose for me. if you dont like it then you dont need to be apart of it.
another thing im sick of is the stares i get when i walk around with kiley in public. TAKE A FUCKING PICTURE!! yes i know im a teenager with a kid, thanks for the information captain obvious, but that doesnt make me a bad person. everywhere i go i get stared at. honestly im sick of it. i went in the mall to one store and got 10 stares from the entrance to the store. i know people think its wrong to have a child at such a young age but age doesnt determine how good of a mother someone is. older people are worse of mothers than more teen mothers that i know. i went bowling with friends one night and kiley was there and the mom in the lane next to us kept staring. it hurts me that people stare at me when i go out in public with my daughter. despite what people may think, teen moms can be good moms. i dont want to sound cocky but i am one hell of a good mother. i wake up and my day revolves around my daughter. i feed her when shes hungry, change her when shes wet, hold her when she cries and rock her to sleep everyday. if that isnt a good mother then i dont know what is. i have support from my friends and family and they all love her, which i am extremely grateful for. so if you dont like the fact that im a teen mother then stay away from me and go share your opinions with somebody who cares.
warmerwhereyouare:
melissabythemoment:
taraisrad:
taylorisawizard:
Harvard Baseball Team, “Call me Maybe”
Lololololol I’ve been to like, 3 Harvard baseball team parties. (This made me sound like I’m really fucking snooty. I’m NOT. My friends and I just took Harvard by a drunken storm one night last year and we still laugh about it. [And wish to go back.])
Holy shit Harvard boys are attractive. Damn.
Yes
Hahaha love the random guy sleeping in the back
4idaa:
l-u-ke:
Im Luke, my girlfriend Kate was just diagnosed with cancer and lost all her hair. So for her, I shaved my head as well.
I love this girl, please keep her in your prayers <3
Please reblog to show her that people out there care.
CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN!
(via heyitskyliee)
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